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An open letter to old friends... Remember Me? I'm that girl you once knew...

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Dear old friend,

I don't know if you remember me, but I am a girl you once knew. You once made a life sized impact on my life for a certain period of time and then a life sized hole where you once stood opened as you disappeared. 

I don't recall why or how we drifted apart but I know it was probably something to do with the fact I was a massive dick to you at some point in time. 

My life is particularly blurry before a certain point of medicated reality and this is no doubt when we knew one-another. You see my brain doesn't work the way yours does, in fact it often doesn't work at all. When it does it's either twisted with crazy or so tired it has a temper like a toddler and things are said that aren't meant because my brain and mouth don't communicate. 

This is not an excuse for me being a dick. What can I say, some people are just naturally dicks.

I am sorry you had to deal with whatever it is I did to make you disappear but just so you know it annoys me as much as it does you and life isn't as fun without you. 

Next time you see me, I will smile and you will remember me for a second before you disappear again into your new reality.

All my apologies for my dickness,

Alice (That girl you once knew)